meapril fools day sucked.
i didn't play any pranks on people; they didn't play any pranks on me...
very ab-normal when you've got siblings like mine.
i'm so tired of people
that you can't act yourself around
because you're afraid they'll not like you anymore.
i mean i know it's not their fault,
but it's just ..
UGH!
i wrote this little poem-like thing;;
i'm like the mooon, only showing
one side of myself to the world but
the other side is totally hidden, and
very few people know of, much less
have seen, that other side of me.
flo kinda inspired it..
i'm known as the girl who is stupid & slow..
who is always laughing and smiling, and doesn't
care if people hate her.
i'm the girl who acts like a little two year old and loves
the color green.
but that's just one small part of me..
noone, except one person, knows
me fully.
that, of course, is my very best friend nena.
anyways.....
i have a new crush.
haven't realli crushed on anyone in awhile.
i'm not stupid enough to post his name, of course, because
S0ME people -coughcough- live in btown and
have big mouths haha.
plus i dont realli want anyone to know.
well he's realli funny
and nice
and i always seem to find myself,
well,
looking at him
[not in the nasty way]
it sort of is a small crush right now,
but i feel it growing..
and i kind of hate it.
we're friends & i love that.
i don't want to ruin it.
but i can't help but like him.
i'm afraid..
last time i got my heart broken.
twice.
i don't want it to happen again.
but he's just so...perfect.
the way he laughs makes me laugh..
when he talks i smile.
he's really funny, sweet, caring..
and..i haven't gotten this feeling in a long time.
it's a nice feeling & i was told he likes me,two.
but i don't know if i should beleive the person that told me..
[also not going to mention name]
wow, i actually admitted i like someone.
when i publish this, it means it's true.
i like someone.
& he's my new crush.
<3
dislikes/hates:
-posers
-hyprocrits [even though i am one]
-liars
-cheaters [not so much the test kind]
-models
-spicy food
-korea
-popular kids
-backstabbers
-labels [the people kind]
-math
-homework
-tests
-racism
-sexism
-when people try to persuade you to do things
-breakups
likes/loves:
-Jesus
-faith
-poetry
-photography
-raspberries
-my family
-cotton candy
-going outside
-randomness
-my friends
-nice people
-skater boys [i said i'm a hypocrit]
-awesomness
-memories [good & bad]
-me
Give your opinion on things by answering the following by putting "love it/him/her", "hate it/him/her", or "don't care". Remember, be honest and answer ALL OF THEM!!!!
1. George Bush: love him
2. Britney Spears: don't care
3. School: don't care
4. Micheal Jackson: hate him
5. Country Music: so-so [[don't care??]]
6. Hilary Clinton: hate her
7. Punk Rock: love it
8. God: love HIM!
9. MindSay: love it ^_^
10. MySpace: love it
11. Instant Messenger:love it
12. Europe: dont care
13. The Government: dont care
14. Teen People/People: dont care
15. Jail: love it for bad people, hate it if i was in it
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A SOUNDTRACK WHAT WOULD IT BE? So, here's how it works:
1. Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie!
Opening Credits:
Your Gaurdian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Waking up:
Changes-Three Doors Down
First Day at High school:
I'm Just A Kid-Simple Plan
Falling In Love:
Almost-Bowling For Soup
Fight Song:
Far Away-Nickelback
Breaking up:
Drops Of Jupiter-Train
Prom:
Dance Dance-Fall Out Boy
Life:
Carry Me Home-The Hush Sound
Breakdown:
Calling You-Blue October
Driving:
I'm A Gangster
Flashback:
My Angel-Kellie Pickler
Getting Back Together:
I'm In Love With A Stripper-T-Pain
Wedding:
Lips Of An Angel-Hinder
Birth of Child:
Welcome To The Black Parade-My Chemical Romance
Final Battle:
To The End-My Chemical Romance
Death Scene:
Hope Your Happy-Dashboard Confessional
Funeral Song:
It's Not A Fashion Statement-My Chemical Romance
End Credits:
Perfect-Simple Plan
it smells liek hand sanitizer and i somehow got a scratch on my face..it hurts too.weird.but i'm bored.i should do match but i hate math so why bother?yeah,cause i'll get an f if i skip it.hm.DANECOOK=AW3S0ME!=]]]]]kendall kept laughing at the burger king joke in freaken umm history.it was funny.
<3
loves.
[[stepped into reality.]]
-JOSE`
